Hi all!  This blog is about seeing Creator everywhere in your life, every person, every place, everything.  What do I mean when I refer to Creator?  In Star Wars they called it “the Force”, in churches its called God, in Hindu tradition its Atma or Brahman, etc.  Creator has many names and many faces.  What I have found is its all one, all paths lead to the one.  We are all one.  There are no limitations to One who has created everything and everybody, how could there be?  Everyone wants to think their Creator is best, the one everyone should follow…if there is only One who created everything then how can there be a best.  Many people think that Creator is only good things that anything bad is made up by the “other guy” – the Devil, the Dark Force, etc.  Creator is all things, good and bad.  The Light could not see itself if there was not darkness, the darkness would not know itself if there were not Light.  So you have to have both or we can’t exist, life can’t exist, nothing can exist.

When we see duality in the world, in ourselves, we separate ourselves from Creator.  This is when I started feeling alone.  I was told as a child “you don’t see angels, you’re lying”, yet I did.  My mom took me to a priest and he’s the one who told me this and my mom was all worried.  As children we have a strong survival instinct and we know if mom leaves we don’t survive, so I quit seeing angels and Spirit Guides.  I shut down on my connection to Creator.  I prayed how I was told to pray, what was acceptable prayer, this didn’t include tea parties with angels.  I remember hiding in the closet after that because I was afraid.  The angels always protected me but because I couldn’t see them any more I felt alone and afraid.  Abandoned by the angels equalled abandoned by God, and it has taken me years to get back to realizing I was never abandoned by either.  I left them, they never left me.

I work and study with a man from Dublin, Ireland named Derek O’Neill.  He helped me come back to understanding the truth about me and my life – that many of my issues – lack of self worth, don’t recognize my self, unworthy, etc. – stem from the fact I feel abandoned and unloveable.  I feel that way because I felt Creator abandoned me and I projected that into every relationship I have ever had.  Three husbands and a few relationships later I finally came to this realization.  I kept creating being abandoned until I realized the truth that set me free – I abandoned myself when I was four years old because I let others take Creator away from me.  One thing I learned in the teachings I am studying is that we get all of the karmic lessons we are to work out in this lifetime between the ages of 0-5 years old, then we spend the rest of our life working them out.  Until at some point we come to the Realization of who we are, we are Creator, we are God.

In the Bible it says, “if thine eye be single, they whole body will be filled with Light”.  I am Creator, you are Creator, the animals are Creator, the flowers and trees are Creator, everything and everyone we see is Creator.  We created them so we can see ourselves, the truth about ourselves.  The Light and the Dark, all aspects of who we are, so we can accept it all and realize we are one with Creator as we are one with everyone and everything.  This is keeping our “eyesoncreator”, this is keeping our “eye single”.  We see all as one.  What a world we would create if we all did this – no more war, no more suffering, no more greed.  WE create our world.  I create my reality.  It’s not them and us, its we.  So when I keep my eye on Creator, I see all as one.  I see all as myself.  And I’m not alone any more, and I am loved, and I am at peace.

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